to_be_empty: (Us in Paris)
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Yepp, I do have a best friend. We've known each other for 7 years =D What haven't we done in all that time, huh? We've written mindlessly ridiculous Buffy/Angel fan fiction, we've discovered amazing bands, we've survived an Anita Blake addiction, we've been to countless number of fantastic rock shows, we've gone on vacations, we've eaten everything we want and more, we've gone on diets, we've been to Paris (and Disneyland, duh..), in a festival we've set up a tent, stayed in it until the sun woke us up by boiling us (greenhouse effect) and packed the tent up (at least tried to =P) Wow... What else is on the road for us, huh? Personally, I think I'm on concert withdrawal right now, it has been 4 weeks since our last one =D

Wow, it has been so long since I've last posted here. What was last? A brief review of the Bon Jovi show (which we went to, together =), on my birthday and you actually wished me happy birthday as those rock gods were on stage!)

Actually, it has been ages since we both posted anyhing, right [livejournal.com profile] anitta_gzd ? You there? I mean I know you're there always but are you in LJ?

What can I say, I couldn't resist answering this writer's block prompt...

Now, to the true purpose of wandering on LJ, I'm gonna find myself a Spartacus fandom =D What a show... Spartacus with his anger, his wit  and his righteousness. Gannicus with his charm, his wine and his smile. Crixus, the fucking animal... All with their vast love for women they eventually lose. It is truly an epic tale, though unfortunately, from history we all know how it ends. But Spartacus, as a historical person, is noted as the first man to ever challenge the authortiy, to rise against the mighty and powerful. Whether he won or not is not what's important, that he fought and fought well, with his heart and soul is what matters. On the subject of fighting, it's of course not always so literal. The very man that gives Spartacus life is in the biggest fight of his life. It's such a shame Andy's sick, I wish him the best of luck and strength to keep fighting that horrible illness and to return back to full health. Unlike my grandmother, who was sadly too old for the fight...
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What a night, gahh... Is it inappropriate to find Jon still so sexy when he's nearly my dad's age? He was literally a god on that stage last night. Now, that's a rockstar, all right. I can't even find the words to tell how I felt. It was seriously the best birthday I've ever had - 21 is gonna be good for me, I hope =D

By the way, I am so jealous of Richie's guitar collection, right now...

Come again Bon Jovi, I swear I'm gonna be in the very first row next time!

Maybe I'll write a real show review when the adrenalin clears from my system completely and I can recall everything clearly... It was so worth spending all that time on the road to get to Istanbul and back. Man, those guys are freaking 50 years old and they stayed on that amazing stage, without a break for 3 hours, I still can't believe it...
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Title: When God Is Gone And The Devil Takes Hold... (6/?)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] to_be_empty 
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam and Dean (Gen), Castiel this chapter, ha! (does that count as a spoiler?)
Summary: Takes place after 4.22 Lucifer Rising. Sam wants to feel clean for once in his life.
Warnings: Spoilers for 4. 22 Lucifer Rising and to be safe everything that has aired up to now.
A/N: Here's the next chapter. Not late like usual, I know! The link's to my journal because I can keep an eye for comments more easily that way. By now, you people know that I love feedback so I'd really appreciate it if you comment after reading and I'm always open for con-crit  so don't hesitate =)
Disclaimer: Me? Own Sam and Dean? I wish...

1. Who'll Have Mercy On Your Soul?

2. O’ Death, Won’t You Spare Me Over Another Year?


3. With Ice Cold Hands Taking Hold Of Me...

4. But What Is This That I Can't See?


5. I'll Open The Door To Heaven Or Hell

 6. No Wealth, No Ruin, No Silver, No Gold... )

 

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Title: When God Is Gone And The Devil Takes Hold... (5/?)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] to_be_empty 
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam and Dean (Gen), a bit of Bobby and someone original
Summary: Takes place after 4.22 Lucifer Rising. Sam wants to feel clean for once in his life.
Warnings: Spoilers for 4. 22 Lucifer Rising and to be safe everything that has aired up to now.
A/N: So, I'm back from no-internet-land finally! But I had my laptop and I was a good girl so I wrote and wrote... This chapter's not short like the previous one so I hope it will be more satisfying for you guys, at least. Please let me know what you think. Comments really encourage me to write more so I'd really appreciate it if you comment after reading and I'm always open for con-crit  so don't hesitate =)
Disclaimer: Me? Own Sam and Dean? I wish...

1. Who'll Have Mercy On Your Soul?

2. O’ Death, Won’t You Spare Me Over Another Year?


3. With Ice Cold Hands Taking Hold Of Me...

4. But What Is This That I Can't See?



5. I'll Open The Door To Heaven Or Hell )

to_be_empty: (Us in Paris)


I am back. Just came home from vacation - a long long way - and watched the Basketball World Championship semi-final: Serbia-Turkey.

Man, I think I aged a few years in that last 0.5 seconds.

We WON!!! 83- 82 Yesssssssssssss!

We're playing title game with USA tomorrow! Yay =D

Here's to hoping we win!!!

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Title: When God Is Gone And The Devil Takes Hold... (4/?)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] to_be_empty 
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam and Dean (Gen), a bit of Bobby
Summary: Takes place after 4.22 Lucifer Rising. Sam wants to feel clean for once in his life.
Warnings: Spoilers for 4. 22 Lucifer Rising and to be safe everything that has aired up to now.
A/N: I'm very sorry this is so late... but here's the fourth chapter. Actually this is only the first half of the fourth chapter I'd planned but these last weeks I haven't really had time to get around to finishing it. I had been busy with summer practice since July 12th and then I had to figure out what exactly GRE is in just a few days' time. Then I took the GRE. Then I took the TOEFL (Yeah, English's not my native language). So now, since I'm going on vacation tomorrow, I figured a short chapter is better than nothing. Unfortunately, I won't have internet connection for the following few weeks and possibly won't be responding any comments. But please let me know what you think. Comments really encourage me to write more (but you don't always get to see it, I guess) so I'd really appreciate it if you comment after reading and I'm always open for con-crit  so don't hesitate =)
Disclaimer: Me? Own Sam and Dean? I wish...


1. Who'll Have Mercy On Your Soul?

2. O’ Death, Won’t You Spare Me Over Another Year?


3. With Ice Cold Hands Taking Hold Of Me...


4. But What Is This That I Can't See? )




 

Bahh....

Jul. 20th, 2010 10:20 pm
to_be_empty: (sleepy)
I hate summer practice! I don't have any time for myself, arghhh.... I wanna write things, finish my stories ='(

All I do is get up at the asscrack of dawn, go to work (where there is no internet or breathing space, for that matter) and try to make sense of a damn computer program, come home and collapse on any available horizontal surface until dinner. Then, some more lying around and then actually going to sleep...

Compared to this, I love college. At least whole days don't go to waste at school and you actually have fun with your friends. Is this the way it's going to be when I start working a full-time job? That sucks, man....
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Title: When God Is Gone And The Devil Takes Hold… (2/?)
Author: 

[personal profile] to_be_empty 
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam and Dean (Gen), a bit of Bobby
Summary: Takes place after 4.22 Lucifer Rising. Sam wants to feel clean for once in his life.
Warnings: Spoilers for 4. 22 Lucifer Rising and to be safe everything that has aired up to now.
A/N: So, here's the third chapter. I thought I had abandoned this story. Not really in my head, I kept thinking about it but this year I had no time for writing whatsoever, so this next instalment is too late. At least it gives me something to do until Season 6 (Pssttt, I actually have an original piece of fiction I'm supposed to be working on, but this came over me thanks to [livejournal.com profile] borgmama1of5 's insistent encouragement and I didn't have the heart to just let it go. So don't tell [livejournal.com profile] anitta_gzd, she thinks I'm busy plotting and/or writing that original one. She's on vacation so she won't (hopefully) notice this post for some time =P) Anyway, hope you enjoy. I love comments, they really encourage me to write more so I'd really appreciate it if you comment after reading and I'm always open for con-crit  so don't hesitate =)
Disclaimer: Me? Own Sam and Dean? I wish...


1. Who'll Have Mercy On Your Soul?


2. O’ Death, Won’t You Spare Me Over Another Year?




3. With Ice Cold Hands Taking Hold Of Me... )
to_be_empty: (hehe)
It's over. Officially. No more a junior =D (Well technically, I still have a project due Tuesday, but mehhh, it's not that important and it's mostly finished, so... >K:D )

Hmmm... I've got about three months until I'm a senior and (hopefully, if nothing goes wrong next year) about a year until I'm graduating from college. Not bad, huh? Not bad at all. And I still like to think of myself as 19. Although in about three weeks I'll be 20. And that's not flattering, at all...

Whatever. Today, me and [livejournal.com profile] anitta_gzd  sang Bohemian Rhapsody while waiting for the never-coming bus under soaking-wet rain. We were huddled under my sorry umbrella, mimicking dear Freddie like crazy. Of course, we got wet. But not that much and the weather wasn't even cold though the rain was still pretty heavy. So no harm done. And we had fun. We pretty much sang the whole song and I'm sure the poor girl in front of us in the line got sick of us...

*sigh*

Life's good.
to_be_empty: (awake no!)
So, it's about 13 hours till I enter the last final of the spring semester. And I'm gonna sleep for over 8 hours of it. Did I study? Hahah, nope. I'll study for like 3 hours tomorrow.

Whatever, my midterms are good.

And it's gonna be over soon. What else could I possibly want?

(Maybe to fastforward these few days so I can blink back to consciousness once we've demonstrated our term project, also. Tuesday Afternoon, where are youuuu?)
to_be_empty: (sad song)
Seriously, I am so pissed off for a few days, now. Peple are just too ignorant. Worse, they are useless tools who have no idea about what's going outside of their suburban homes and keep repeating sentences that are fed to them by lobbyists like parrots. Probably 90% of the Western population consists of idiots...  But they sure know how to point fingers and blame, just like (sadly) our own Prime Minister RTE, who is a worthless piece of shit. God I hate that man, he's such a populist and a hypocrite! If it is so wrong what Israel did, why not cancel off the weapon deals with them, why keep billions of dollars flowing to Israel?

And people of the world, ignorant people of the Western  "civilizations": Why keep chanting the same old same old Armenian so-called genocide like a broken record? Noone's saying, not one drop of Armenian blood was spilt in 1915. But do you know anything about a World War? Yeah, you probably don't because you care much more about the new Grey's Anatomy episode and what McDreamy will do than, oh I don't know, reading a few pages of history! Bad things, really bad, scary-horrible-sickening bad things happen in wars. Those people were forced to move out of their homes, sure, were attacked and killed and raped on the road, no one can deny any of these because these are the consequences of war. But why were they forced to move, do you know? Because there was war with Russia (before the revolution) and Turkish army was trying to fight the Russians off, while also trying to keep the North Eastern villages safe from Armenian anarchist gangs who had started a rebellion to take advantage of the state the empire was in. And do you think in the span of 10 years, more Turks haven't died in the war than the false number of Armenians we are accused of killing? You think just one day, Turkish people woke up and noticed, they didn't like the shape of Armenian's eyes, or their hair colors and decided to kill them all off? Yeah, sure...

I think everyone should take a look at what scary ghosts they hide in the closets of their pasts before throwing stones at anybody. What do you think the new settlers did while they invaded the "New World", later named "America"? Do you have any Inca friends? No? Oh, that must be because they were mercilessly slaughtered off the face off the earth! What about Native Americans? What did the European settlers do to them? Huh?

Oh, and World! You do not know anything about Kurds in Turkey. Kurds and Turks do not live like two separate nations in one state. We are integrated. We work together, we go to school together, we go to serve for the military together (not the women, of course) and we marry each other and we live together. Nobody (except for extreme-nationalist tools) will throw a stone at someone for speaking Kurdish. Hell, have you ever been to the West or the South coasts of Turkey for a vacation? The workers at almost all of the hotels in Turkey are of Kurdish decent, if they are not Russian. All that brownish, tan skin you see, they're Kurds with well paying jobs and good lives.  So the problem in Turkey is not the Kurds. It's the economy and the education system - or the lack thereof. If we could educate these people, give them jobs, no one would be so clueless and helpless to go up on the mountains and pick up a rifle. But if you think, the only people suffering economically are Kurds, then I'm sorry, you're sorely mistaken... 

By the way, The Turkish Army does not drop bombs on civilian villages. They don't even drop bombs on terrorist-occupied mountains. Instead, we have gun fights and every other day at least two or three soldiers of the Turkish Army (I'm not saying Turkish soldiers, because like I said, Turks and Kurds serve in the military together, shoulder to shoulder) come back into their hometowns in wooden caskets. So yeah, we don't do what Israel does. We don't want to have civilian casualties in order to clean up the terrorists up on the mountains. Hell, have you heard of what happened a few months ago? The terrorists who decided to put down their guns and come off the mountains were granted permission to go back to their normal lives. Have you heard of anything like that?   

No? Like I said, probably not as important to yoou as football or McDreamy...
to_be_empty: (dorky Jensen)
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When I was about 2, I was afraid of trucks. Seriously, trucks. My big brother kept telling me "ooh, the evil trucks are gonna eat youuu!!!" and I was so little, so tiny and the trucks were big and scary and mean-looking. So I ran the other way whenever I saw a big truck, squeaking "truuck" in baby speak. I wouldn't even walk near one, I would walk in a weird half-circle to avoid coming near them.

Talk about silly...

Hee. But some of them really do look mean, don't you think?

to_be_empty: (awake no!)
Cartman. Cause, you know, he's simply the best...

to_be_empty: (Gerard smoking)
Hmmm, so today's Gerard's birthday. Gee, the man's 33 and a dad but more important, give me the damn album already, Gerard!!!

Happy Birthday Gerard! And I'd love to know the secret to looking like a little girl at 33 instead of a little girl's daddy =P

Oooh, and since he's my long-time crush, he gets an awesome cake, too:



Aww, we all know Gerard's a pirate at heart =D

Speaking of birthdays, mine's coming up soon, in almost exactly three months from now, I'm gonna see the big 2-0. Hmm, still people think I'm a little high school girl so I guess I shouldn't be afraid of getting old. I'm right up there with Gerard on the looking years younger than you actually are department so no worries. Right? Riiight? And since I don't have a vampire oh-so-creepy boyfriend *cough* Edward *cough* RPatz ** ewww**

Ughh, by the way, Bones and Supernatural are killing me. Seriously, Booth and Brennan should just get together already and Dean, huh, I don't have anything to say about him... I don't know what he should do...
to_be_empty: (sleepy)
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I think it would be foolishly naive not to believe there is other intelligent life in the universe other than on our planet. We can't be that stuck-up to think that we're alone in this whole endless universe!

Also, if these beings are anything like us humans, then they are to be feared and avoided, definitely. The last thing we need is an intergalactic war, on top of everything.

So, yeah.

THE TRUTH IS OUT THERE

Nooo...

Mar. 28th, 2010 11:41 pm
to_be_empty: (awake no!)
Guhhh, I have a midterm in 9 hours and I'm here. I don't wanna study, ı didn't study enough and I'm not ready. Story of my life at college...
to_be_empty: (rabid fan girls)
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Uhh, anxiety! Go away!

I mean it.

Seriously.
to_be_empty: (sleepy)
Hehhehh...

Apparently, I'm in the mood for quiz taking lately =D
to_be_empty: (hehe)
This is a video response to [livejournal.com profile] anitta_gzd 's awesome Scotty Doesn't Know from Eurotrip =D I recently watched the movie and triggered her rewatching it so now we're both cracked.

Thanks Munnuuuoorrrrgghhh, for ordering me to watch it ^_^


God, this man (Vinnie Jones)! This man, right here. He might be my secret idol! Go Manchester United love! Go Red Army =D



This Paris scene... I was laughing my ass off, seriously. And in the bloopers, they actually show him running out of breath during one take, hee =D
to_be_empty: (awake no!)
This is priceless. The dance, the hat, the Blues Brothers vibe, everything. And you gotta admit, Jensen has himself a nice voice - both talking and singing (though the quality is poor in this video, but I've heard him sing back up and solo so far and he is really good).

I wish I could've been there, gahh... What a party!



Less than a week to go.

::sigh::
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